“To the angel of the church in Ephesus write:
These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands: I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God. – Rev. 2:1-7
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A friend and I were talking today about returning to our first love, in reference to Revelation. We both were rather clueless as to what that exactly means, and that prompted some further thought. This idea comes from the above passage, which is one of the letters that John transcribed in the book of Revelation. These letters were meant as encouragement and as warnings. Ephesus was being warned to repent and return to their first love, to do the things they did at the beginning.
I was thinking about how we get used to certain things after time has passed. Take a child and his joy and excitement at receiving a new toy! He can’t be parted from it for days, yet, eventually he sets it aside for a new toy or diversion and gets tired of the original toy. The excitement is gone and the toy is thrown into a corner, languishing until the next yard sale.
Is that the way we treat Jesus? Is that what happens as time goes by? Do we get tired of God?
Now, I’m not talking about the trappings, the rules, the glitz and glamour of church buildings or programs. I think we all get tired of false fronts, and rightly so. No, I am talking about that relationship that we have with God through Jesus. Is it so easy to set aside and forget about our first Love?
I know it’s not a purposeful thing. I don’t go out and say, “ Yeah, I’m tired of you, Jesus. I think I’m going to set you aside for now and go after this new thing.” If I was doing that, it skirts dangerously close to denying Him, and that’s something we don’t want to do! No, it’s more of an insidious turning. I get distracted, I watch too much TV, I spend too much time on Facebook, or a multitude of other worldly things.
What does it mean to me, then, to return to my first love? It means to turn to that place where I had passion for God. It means setting aside, repenting of those things that have distanced me from Him. It means falling on my face and worshiping the Merciful, Mighty, All-powerful, Loving GOD!
What is the result? A stronger, renewed relationship with God and more Love shining forth from me into the world around me.
What does returning to your first love mean to you?
